I once had a friend, a best friend who was male however things did not seem to go well with us when i did something that seemed to not sit well with him.
Life was never easy for me after i did that, because i was cursed. Literally and this did not happen because of his doings but because of my own doings.
When we were having fun at a night club, i was dancing and he had been standing with this girl that i did not really know very well.
But because it seemed as if he knew her, i didnt think there would be a problem.
When i started to realise that they were getting cosy and he did not have the time for me, i became very jealous to a point where i pushed away the girl and danced with him.
Unknowingly and not realising that this girl was the mother of his children, i ruined things for him.
On the very same night he told me that it will never be well with me again as he was cursing me for what i had done.
Now i regret it everyday, because honestly i am doomed and i dont think my life will ever be normal again.
I dont know what to do.